Sunday, April 14, 2013
Home
When I left America and got on the plane that was headed straight for Europe, I was full of nerves. I knew that my life would drastically change, but I wasn't exactly sure how. I've now been here for 3 months - 3 months that have only felt like just a few days. It's amazing how fast time passes. It's almost scary! One minute you feel like you have all this time to accomplish everything you want to, and the next you almost feel rushed. In these past 3 months I've already traveled to many places, made many friends, experienced all kinds of foods, walked through mountains and streets and vineyards I had before only seen in pictures, learned valuable lessons through experiences I wouldn't have had elsewhere, and made memories that will last me a lifetime. When I first arrived here, I felt like a little fish in a big pond. With all my family and friends back being only a car ride away and the stability of every day life I had created for myself not being existent anymore, it was very difficult to adjust at first. The routine I had been used to was now transformed into a life most people would only hope for. Spending my days with 2 beautiful girls and then traveling as often as possible - how could I not start to fall in love with my life? I began to feel, just as I do now, that I really do have the world at my fingertips. Sometimes it's almost like I forget that I'm in Europe. That a 6 hour drive could take me to Paris. That an hour flight could take me to Italy, Spain, or Switzerland. I've already become used to this new way of living so much that I can't even imagine going home right now - thank goodness I still have another 6 months... but like I said before, times tends to slip through our fingers. Soon enough it will be another 3 months gone by without me noticing. And then another... and then I'll be back home. This is what scares me! Time flies by so fast that sometimes you feel like you could've spent it differently. Like you wasted some of the time you had. Already being over here in Europe, you'd think my time is always spent wisely - but sometimes it isn't! Sometimes I do get so used to things that I forget where I am and that it's only for a limited amount of time. I am so blessed to have been given this opportunity and these next 6 months I can't wait to live so greatly that when the time does come that I have to return home, I won't regret a single day spent in this lovely place I now call home.
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I really like this post! Just remind yourself everyday that where you are is so special and that you need to do something to honor that! Maybe put a note somewhere... I know how tempting it can be to just curl up and watch netflix--and sometimes that is okay-- but take this AMAZING opportunity and do something special with it. Maybe just take a walk around town, sit somewhere and just look, paint or draw what you see-- I don't know! Just take it all in.
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-syd
Hi Eli, I loved reading your post and loved what Syd had to say. Live everyday and live in the moment. Live as if you only had today and make it as good as you can. When you appreciate the moment, the people in your life and your surroundings it will be a good day. Everyday can't be spectacular but it can be memorable. Make it a point to find joy in each day and you'll have no regrets. Remind yourself what you have to be grateful for. As Syd said...put a note somewhere. We love you. Grandma and Jeff
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